took a nap…
Hey you. I am here. I never left, just closed my eyes and dosed off and here we are: May came and left, I didn’t even notice.
My body collapsed a fortnight ago so I have been lying down or walking around because of lumbago. Not being able to sit for a fortnight is quite a long time – and it makes working very difficult. I have been there before, but never with a kid. Having a kid and a case of lumbago is not the greatest of combinations.
The girl turns two on Friday. Two! I can’t believe it. She talks, she walks, she sings, she screams. She is the apple of my eye and the thing that exhausts me the most. Two! As for my hope that two as in her age wouldn’t be the only two we were celebrating Friday, it will be. Still no sign of the wanted baby number two. He or she is staying away, probably still wondering whether we are a suitable home and suitable parents. I am trying to calm myself, yelling loudly at desperation whenever it comes near, but it’s difficult.
Job is job. Let’s put it like that for now. Job is job.
So hey you. It’s June. I am here, I never left. What’s up?